evenflow...

*I actually laugh aloud*. What a day. I sit here, eyes closed, just typing, laughing as everything pointed to a single point in time. Decisions correct, yet stil about the most iffy thing ever done. Content, yet confused. Strange. Odd. Let me list about 23409875 other similies. So i stand. i perservere. And i wonder. Strange as all hell.

Math. Found a note.
My room. Heard a song.
Stacy's room. Heard a song.
Andy's room. Heard a song
Saw some reminders.

Damn it. This night is crazy as hell. Caroline/Me/My Mind/Everything.

i dunno, *laughs again* I have no clue what about.

End me. And why do i look up lyrics i know i don't want to read??? *laughs aloud once more*

"Leave the light on"

Tomorrow's a new day, and all shall run smoother in the morning. Always does.

So many things i want to write, and so many word blocks to bring me down...

I'm trying to remember a time in my life i've been more confused as to the next step i should take. I'm coming up blank. I know the short term path of each road, but i stand at the crossroads, terrified as to what i'll miss by taking the other road. I want somethings so bad, but the thought of losing what means so much to me is horrifying. Sleep will be little this week. Gonna have to weigh things out, and weigh them out hard.

Choices to deep for my liking...



When will this end?
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keeps spinning around
I know that it won't stop
'Til I stand down from this sick cycle carousel
~Sick Cycle Carousel~
Lifehouse