evenflow...

Almost break, and i'm looking forward to it like never before. I dunno, strange. I'm certainly gonna miss some people and after the deal with molly the other night, i'm a little more appriciative. Actually, i don't know if thats the correct word, b/c i've always realized how grateful i am for everyone, but i think i realize how blessed i am to have them. I'm standing at a point in time that will never occur again, and thats kinda sad. I wouldn't mind if this year repeated about 3 or 4 times.

Into the maze
Enter the medicine handed down
Within these veins
Bleeding with apathy till it drowns
Am I your charity?
For you to look so kind?
But your aim is not quite clear
It’s better if you leave in quiet
Don’t try and rescue me
Go save someone else
I’m far too gone
Go on hero
You’re faking no one, not today

Dave hits the nail on the head, or as close as possible.

DMB ~Proudest Monkey~

Swing in this tree
Oh I am bounce around so well
Branch to branch
limb to limb you see
all in a day's dream
I'm stuck
Like the other monkeys here
I am a humble monkey
Sitting up in here again
But then came the day
I climbed out of these safe limbs
Ventured away
walking tall...
head high and singing

I went to the city
car horns, corners, and the gritty
Now I am the proudest monkey You've ever seen
Monkey see Monkey do, Yeah

Then comes the day
Staring at myself I turn to question me
I wonder do I want the simple, simple life that I once lived in well
Oh things were quiet then
In a way they were the better days
Now I am I am the proudest monkey
You've ever seen
Monkey see Monkey do, Yeah

Good mood today, probaby from last night, heard some things i didn't really expect, couple from J, couple from B. A few of them i've never really thought about, and a few are just things everyone needs to hear, but never do. Hopefully i learn from that and make steps to follow in the same direction. Some things need said more than most realize, we just take things for granted, when actually hearing them aloud is a totally different thing.

I'm gonna miss this year when its over. Bad.

~Long Road~
Will I walk the long road the long road
Cannot stay the long road
There's no need to say goodbye say goodbye
All the friends and family
All the memories going round round round...